Role of a Woman

A woman takes on many roles. A daughter, a wife, a mother, a teacher, a maid, a counsellor, a chef, an artist, a punching bag, etc etc... I pride myself in being the kind of wife that my hubby can take me out as well as stay home to whip up a sumptuous meal. Am I being too ambitious? Anyway, I like cooking and seeing the smiles on my family members when they eat makes me feel good.

We all need many many good vibes in our life so that we will learn to be more optimistic and look at life in a lighter manner.

When a woman gets married, everything about her family becomes the prority. I'm not sure if it's the case for all women but it is definitely for me. I make sure that I take good care of my hubby, my child, my parents, siblings and in laws. I should not have complaints but well, human beings are greedy. They want the best of everything. I want the best of everything. I do get upset when things do not go well. These days, I learn to control my emotions and be more calm no matter what happens. I kept telling myself that tolerance is the best value that I should have. If one is able to tolerate all things, one would have reached the highest level in life.

When we are able to tolerate all nonsensical matters, we are able to learn to solve problems calmly.

It's important to know our role as a woman. We must learn not to cross the line and cause more trouble. *why do I feel that I'm living in the Qing dynasty* :)

The Human Heart - Conscience

Can't imagine how evil some people can be. They like to run you down when you are at your weakest. They like to defame you in front of the top management. Such characters really ought to be tortured and be given a taste of their own medicine. They do not have the conscience to be kind to people. Of cos, there are different types of people around. Maybe some of these people are just born to be mean and born to torture others. It's really terrible. No wonder there's something called the office politics.

I don't like this kind of life. Why must one resort to unscrupulous means to survive in this world. Maybe I'm just naive. Maybe I'm fated to be a tai tai ahhahaha.

Let's hope these people will learn and be kinder to make this world a better place.

Weary

Getting very sick and tired of people around my workplace. Can't imagine that the top management is not concerned about the results at all. All these people only know how to do last minute work. Really can't stand some people who think they are so good with their work. ARGH!!! really need a change of environment next year but soooo worried that if there is an economy downturn then I would be putting myself in some deep trouble by changing job now.

Guess I just have to go through the motion and just follow the crowd.